So I guess I really only post when I am bad and Ive been so bad lately.

I really need to stay focus and think about the main goal. I want to be that girl that people think is beautiful because I think that way.  I want to be healthy beautiful, which will make me happier and more confident as a person.

I want this so bad and I know how to do it, I just can't waiver from it.

Thinking about the girls at fsu makes me motivated, so heres an awesome pic of the Wescott Fountain.

Well crap. 

Today was a terrible diet day honestly and this is why I am making a new post after all of this time.

I have been making tremendous progress and can notice the difference in my body already and its been couple of weeks.

Today I did not work out and I also had a chai and a mocha and a bagel and AH !!! Its honestly making me so angry.  

I cannot CANNOT have another day like this, I feel shitty and fat.  I need to continue the cardio and working out and honestly I really want to look at the gym so I have no excuse not to go work out.  

I can do this.  

This is the motivation.